[punches self in the face repeatedly]
Only my mom would tell me that she’s canceling my health insurance. I love my mom to death but I get $1,100+ in child support monthly and I still have to buy my own shoes and clothes. I’m stuck shopping thrift stores for $20 outfits while she buys herself $100 dresses. I’m not materialistic at all but i’m living on the smallest budget. I have been working since i was 13 doing photography jobs or random craigslist jobs. At 16, i saved up for a couple of months to start my own handmade shop. I never ask for anything i just wonder where the money goes while i work my ass off. My college is paying 40k of my tuition and that makes my tuition 1k a month which is amazing. On top of that my dad is paying half of my tuition… For the past week I haven’t had a dollar to my name and I eat once a day. I’ve been losing weight and getting lightheaded easily. I am so grateful for the people close to me that act as my second home. I sympathize for my mom but I can’t help but feel like she’s using my financial support for her luxury.
She’s mad sus too, every time I mention child support in any context she will throw a fit. This morning she threw my coffee and breakfast I made across the room.
I don’t know what to do. This was just intended to be a rant but now I realize I need some sort of help. I dealt with this for a long time but at this point, it’s a big issue considering in the summer time I need to stay hydrated and eat all my meals. In the summer, I am known to faint from lack of food or hydration. So if you actually read this please make a suggestion?